been a good day is some regards, difficult in others.
accomplished a long awaited goal.
unexpected e-mail that is both a positive thing and a difficult one all at the same time.
wonderful reminders of why parenting can be such a joy...
and reminders of what a difficult job it can be.
i am feeling a bit torn in two.
i want to smile and laugh one of those deep belly laughs that you like to only do in private because of how loud and obnoxious it is.
i want to let some tears out that are born from things in the not-so-distant past.
i really am feeling both extremes at the same time.
and that is...confusing...
neutral?
...
